A retraction

i am truly madly deeply sorry, for that last post. it was a mean thing to do, and it was a momentarily lapse in judgement. i am sorry for the person that got involved, it was a dare, a stupid fucking retarded dare that a friend made me do. i wasnt thinking (not that i do) but i shouldve known better, i was planning to delete that post right after the dare-dude saw it.

Please Forgive me


Random dude outs

me and you and the rest of the world

hi there,

another post here, after watching watchmen, i'm really intrigued by Adrian Veidt's view of the world, of how humankind is destined to kill each other in this morally bleak world, look around us, innocent people are dying day by day, initially, Rorschach, another character in the book, has a similiar view to adrian's,

"Existence is random. Has no pattern save what we imagine after staring at it for too long. No meaning save what we choose to impose. This rudderless world is not shaped by vague metaphysical forces. It is not God who kills the children. Not fate that butchers them or destiny that feeds them to the dogs. It’s us. Only us."

but instead of doing something about it, like Adrian did. he chose to settle it in barfights and crime fighting. Eddie Blake,The Comedian, is an epitome of nihilism, he thinks that life is a joke, Blake had lived his whole life as an example of it, the rape, the war, he thinks that no matter what he do in his life is meaningless, so he'd rather enjoy it, while he still can.

Watchmen explored the idea of crime-fighting in the real world, how impossible it is to be as good as superman and as devoted as batman, ultimately telling the world of how flawed
the crime-fighting idea is, and how one man in spandex, techno suit, a whole arsenal of weapons. cant stop war, chaos and all the bad things in the world. its just our nature to deal with this absurdity of life and all its chaos.

that was a mouthful huh?

see ya

Random-Dude outs

*sniff**sniff* ):

so as i was surfing the intarnet, i foun this sad little story about a little girl, check it out:

"Marissa is a one year old baby girl who was diagnosed with Infantile Spasms on February 15th of 2008 when she was just 4 months old. Infantile Spasms is a serious pediatric epileptic condition that could leave her mentally and physically disabled for life - or worse. Fairfax is Marissa’s Bunny - a shared name for a family of bunnies that are traveling the world trying to spread awareness of her disease that has no reliable cure and is hard to relieve. Click here for the first entry. "

Seeing as i'm not from the US of A, and not have access to a paypal account and anything of the sort. i am asking you dudes and dudettes, people of the blog comm, spread the word.

Random-dude Out.

GAH

The Gaming gods said if i sacrifice someone in a burning volcano ill get this game.

(run away now.)

Big sis

I miss my big sister.

hahahaha, that is so unlike little brothers, but ireally do miss her. she's a fun one you know? not like the other big sisters, she jokes and kids and play around, she helps me out in situations, defend me when there's trouble with the parents, she's in sheffield, england, right now(damn brits take everything good)

oh well, she'll be returning back in a year, a loong, uneventful, not fun year....

BAH HUMBUG!

Who Watches The Watch,men!

Send a heartbeat to
The void that cries through you
Relive the pictures that have come to pass
For now we stand alone
The world is lost and blown
And we are flesh and blood disintegrate
With no more to hate

Is it bright where you are
And Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in its pain

Exam Finish!

yaaaay, title say all try outs are D-O-N-E! summer vacashun! lots of sun and tv and snoozing around har-har-har, this is a really short post so imma gonna post some purdy pictures!














lates!

mmmm...random posts

Hurloo!

as you see in the title, this is a RANDOM POST!(add mystical echo-ey effect) so i will talk about random things such as what i found in my under wear the other day, wont that be fun?! just kidding, i wont reveal that disgusting fact, hehehehehehe

so random post! i dislocated my bones like a week ago, i'm going to the doctor soon, but too late the pain is gone! i said to my mom it douesnt hurt anymore but she said, i don't care, you are going to the doctor! probably is going to be x-rayed! did you hear that X-RAYED! i wonder if i'll gain any superpowers from this,

If i do, maybe i'll be see-through man! with the power to see through everything yeah, wouldnt that be sweet! soo gots to go doctors appointment! (lets hope the doctor is hot)

byesy!

He be Emo!

Emos.

how i hate them so. seriously, what is the deal with all of this "oh-mygod-i-have-no-one-that-supports-me-so-i-dont-deserve-to-live-booohooooo *slashes wrists*" crap! newsflash, people has more issues than you, you dolt! for example, i have this friend (we'll call him A) he's not really all that and he's not exactly handsome either,

One day, his friend has some girl issues and emo dude A starts to help by msn-ing her and asks why right? and he and she starts an arguement and this is by far the most fucked up thing to ever say to a girl ever :

Emo dude A: I DO KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE CALLED A BITCH
Emo dude A: selfish
Emo dude A: all u care is abt urself!

What the fuckiddy-fuck was that?? i mean the "I do know what it feels like to be called a bitch" two mistakes on that retort

1. he's actually calling himself bitch (har-har)
2. he's going up against a woman in a bitch contest
Has this man never had a conversation with a woman before! Gah!

and now i have to clean this mess up, *sigh*

oh well, life is life, right?

hey-looo

wow, its been a full month isnt it? almost forgot i had a blog hehehehehe... to bring you up to speed with the recent events, the girl who i love (i'm gonna start calling her GWIL) is kind of.... ignoring me? hahahaha what luck right? she wont listen, she doesnt talk to me as often. heck, i think she's avoiding me!

Bah Humbug.

on other news, the swimming carnival went great! lost my voice in the cheering competition,(took me three whole days to get it back!) and i didnt get to swim! yaaaaay! so much for embarressment in front of whole school eh? and as always try outs, what to say about those GODDAMN tryouts, i got an 80 on math but a 55 on science and 58 on language doesnt that suck?

oh well, life is life, hope to most more soon!

water is my enemy

hi!

things have been going on alright, i became the girl's best friend (again) but still waiting for that moment. not just any moment gentlemen, but THE moment, where you look into her eyes and feel that everything's alright and where time stops. i am just the kind of guy that's straight-edge, with sappy and romantic lines and expectations. don't blame me, that's just who i am.

School, on the other hand has been kicking my ass, there's a swimming carnival tommorrow, which would be supercalifragilisticexpialidociously cool, but there's a slight teeny-weeny itty bit of trouble, i cant swim.
Let me say it to you one more time:

I.

Cant.

Swim.

hahahahaha what a laugh right? I cant even float! there's only one style of swimming that i can do, Rock style. ahahahahahaha. well then that's it for today, See ya later

Hi World! i am here to give you my problems!

hello!

i can't say anything important right except that exams and love are killing me,
not only is the girl of my dreams( who is my best friend for the last three years) is on a date with some guy i dont know, and the grades for the exams. For those of you who are not really on the indonesian education system, there's this thing that's called UNAS (Ujian Nasional/National Exams) that DESTROYS the confidence of hot men like myself(sigh)

that aside, i'm happy to meet you guys!